Constant Thoughts
Constant Thoughts is a composition of raw emotion that comes straight from the heart. The songs talks about the struggles i have had to deal with through out my life from a young age to the present day. The constant thoughts of a struggling addict, the daily battles that we over come. How recovery has saved my life. Its a deep dive into my life in addiction, my battles with depression and anxiety. This song is my first release and Im hoping to send a powerful message that can help people find the inspiration within themselves to seek help, restore hope and remember that they are never walking alone.
WE DO RECOVER
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Scared
Scared is dark, emotional hip hop track that speaks about the mental health behind the mind of an addict. The depression, anxiety, fear, guilt and shame.
The fear of change, the fear of the unknow, the fear of failure, fear of love, loss and vulnerability. Catered towards men's mental health and being to scared to ask for help, being seen as weak, less of a man, being to scared to express our own pain.
Fear feeds addiction. It silences us when we need to scream. It keeps us sick, and way too often.. fear kills. Scared features a deep dive into the mindset that kept me trapped.
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Change
Raw hip hop track about the fear of transformation, addiction and the painful lessons that come with self-sabotage. I reflect on lost love, material highs that could never fill the emptiness in my soul, chasing relief in all the wrong places.
This song is about gratitude, embracing growth and finding strength through reflection. I reflect on the way that i used to where a mask, act happy, maintaining relationships and materialism while feeling completely broken. Using substances to fill a void.
There was nothing left to do except...Change
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SomeSay
"Some Say" is a raw and reflective hip-hop track that dives deep into themes of growth, grief, and change. The song tells the story of how the places we come from—and the people we lose—shape who we become.
With its emotional storytelling, soulful vocals, and hard-hitting bars, "Some Say" captures the bittersweet reality of moving forward while holding the past close. It’s more than a song—it’s a reflection of survival, transformation, and the roads that made you. This song expresses resilience and silences the ones who thought i would never change
Hometown shout outs, throw backs and a salute to the ones that we have lost at the hand of addiction
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Somedays
This track is a story told raw and unfiltered! The chaos of addiction, the weight of mental illness and the scars of trauma. I speak on mental illness such as BPD, Bi Polar, ADHD, Anxiety and depression. How alcohol and narcotics made me spiral into a life of loss, psychosis and self destruction. Its not meant to be just about the darkness but about the survival, recovery and transformation. I turned my pain into passion, rebuilding myself through patience, spirituality and music.
This song is a reminder that even in our lowest moments, growth is possible. Its not just rap for me, its therapy, its truth and its proof that beauty can grow from the ugly.
Somedays - Drop- September 1st- On All Streaming Platforms
Young Age
"Young Age" is a gritty, bass-driven hip-hop track that takes listeners deep into the mind of DerekJames through his alter ego - DBint and his early years—where anger, ego, and addiction ruled. Raw and unfiltered, the lyrics expose the internal battles of a young man caught in the chaos of active addiction, speaking from a place of pain, pride, and survival.
Told from the perspective of someone who's lived it, "Young Age" isn’t just a reflection—it's a transformation. The track shifts from the reckless mindset of the past into a message of clarity, sobriety, and growth. With haunting melodies layered over hard-hitting bass, DerekJames gives a voice to the addict’s mind and the strength it takes to change.
Release Date- TBD
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